on campus
so many young
and beautiful students
and here I am

still feeling like I did
when I was young
and beautiful
not knowing it then
or believing it now

realizing that I
look at myself
with a self-loathing
that’s so very sad

walking around
each heavy step
or hard breath
echoes

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

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More often than not, been finding myself in a constant battle of self doubt. I definitely forgot to post this on Monday 🤦‍♀️ was a busy weekend! Happy Thursday, all!