introvert

you’re too loud
too abrupt
you finish your sentences
at the end of a question mark

maybe your words
don’t come off
as polite as they should be

you talk too much

maybe
I’m just so sick
of stuffing my personality
down in the dark
where no one can see it

and I’m tired
of being afraid
that I’ll say the wrong thing
I’ll upset someone
they won’t like me

like the stars
that never turn off in the day time
invisible but
always there

and maybe I don’t want to shine always
but I’m sick of turning my light off
so others can, too

Remembering Grandma

I remember her wrinkles
the way her mouth drew up
just before a smile
the way she sang off tune
and loved a red convertible

and how one time she trapped a skunk
that was getting into her bird seed
and let him go
without getting sprayed

how we listened with amazement
and laughed
at the stubborn eighty-year-old woman
battling woodland creatures
and winning

how I always cry when we
sing her favorite song in church

God, I miss her

How Great Thou Art

how great was the woman who loved us
who was so amazing
that even a skunk knew not to spray her

Dogs

I bought a poetry book
about dogs
and all it did
was remind me
how short their lives are

we’ll have several dogs
in our lifetimes
they’ll have several years
if we’re lucky

and it reminded me
we don’t have dogs
do we
they have you


♥️🥰😍

Hands Off

For this one, I’m adding a note here first for some context. I recently read an article about Trump suggesting “menstrual classes” for US women to help increase birth rates in America. Because you know…none of us seem to know how our bodies work. 🙄 The article was a little bit too Handsmaids Tale-ish to me, and so ludicrous that I simultaneously wanted to laugh and cry. The disgusting desire to control women’s health is just so disrespectful and alienating. I also can’t believe that it’s even happening to begin with. The ignorance and corruption. And at any rate, it also pissed me off, and so, of course, I wrote something in response to it. I wrote several stanzas, to be honest, but in the end, I only needed one.

The article, if you’re curious:

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/04/21/us/politics/trump-birthrate-proposals.html?smid=nytcore-android-share


I am thirty-six years old
I know what I need
I dont need a billionaire white man
telling me how to bleed

monday feels

Monday feels

like a dying sun

like hope that fades

when the day is done



Monday feels

like an icy breeze

you’ve lost your gloves

and you’re gonna freeze



Monday feels

like drowning tears

your face is wet

you’ve aged a million years



Monday feels

like a melting crayon

you drag your feet

you say, “i think i can”


Agh, these were the Monday vibes I was totes feeling yesterday.

AJM

it girl

saying yes instead of no

i’ve become the “it girl,” yeah

no longer a disappointment


Hope you are well. I’m struggling with some kind of sickness…again!! 😭 It’s been difficult lately.

Just got to keep writing!

AJM

the new, new colossus

Give me your tired, your poor...

Oh, wait. I mean

Give me your old, entitled, white men, your billionaire businessmen, yearning for more money

They are the wretched refuse on our teeming shore

Send thee, only straight, white males, no persons of color, females, or transgender

The room has grown dark, and we’ve closed the door


😒😒 

AJM