and before you know it dog elbow in your thigh snoring at your left brown and golden fur within arm’s reach you didn’t even have to say anything they just knew
mom’s resting snuggle in
although you have less room than you did something heavy, half on and half off you can’t really move but you feel it
one hundred and sixty pounds of dog pile trying to heal your broken pieces they don’t say a word you feel it in your bones in your soul in the dark, cold parts that even therapy can’t seem to reach
one snore one yawn doggy breath in the face the assignment stands:
snuggle in mom needs us
Not much to say…life has been life-ing a lot lately. It was a day of resting today. (I’m preparing this on a Sunday.) Naps. Quiet time, too much doom scrolling, probably. Watched a Pacific Rim movie. Need to do adult things. Don’t wanna. Sometimes vegging is just easier.
one night a star catches his eye it looks like one of those tiny flashing things that are loud and fly over the house and must be caught and destroyed he barks and shakes his brown head, ball hanging on for dear life you get that plane, Koda bear
the humans laugh it’s the dog star, babe he’s barking at the dog star
maybe he makes a wish:
oh, your great wolfyness (bark, growl) make it so every night is ball night with four meals a day instead of just two and make the bunnies easy to chase and the neighbors love on us everytime we see them and make it so every day is a snow day but also with mud and water to splash in and the bed is never off limits ever and the humans never have to leave us
and the humans think: don’t leave me let them run under your skies forever
the chill air laps at noses and it slobbers on paws and there, a silver sliver moon during our evening walk
icy puddles shine like diamonds the ‘don’t-walk-here’ mirror an owl hoots nearby come here, come here
the shush-shush of snow on boots and the sound of passing cars me: you’re barking at nothing!
no–we’re barking at the stars!
hah. I’m proud of my little sketch. I’m trying to get better. Bought some watercolor supplies the other day. January almost done! I hope you all have a great week!
the wind sighs through the window a gust of promises smelling like a friend our chocolate lab lifts his graying muzzle to it soft ears blown back he breathes deep there’s no telling what secrets the wind whispers to him maybe it says, comeand play
our golden retriever crouches low the sunlight catches his fur like liquid gold
Hi all, no poetry from me this week because I spent most of my Monday in the Emergency Room.
Everything is okay, but at the time my face and arm was going numb, so that was less okay. I have a muscle strain in my right shoulder that makes me feel like there is an icy-hot poker stabbing at me. That is, when I’m not taking pain meds. Oh, and I have been getting muscle spasms in my neck, too. Fun times.
So, nothing creative from me this week. Or, maybe there is…
Monday in the ER
shoulder hurt, stabbing pit stop, pit crew, she dying? safe. home with pain meds
OR
my arm and neck numb not dying. feel kind of dumb remember: ergonomic
Ahhh…I could go on and on with the haikus. At least the dogs cuddled me at the end of the night. Showing their love, as doggies do. One big, giant, doggy pile.
January has just been one big suck-fest. Anyone with me?
I have a poem I’ve been working on, but instead of coming together like things usually do, pulling the words out for this one is like trying to pull blood from a stone.
I am on the struggle bus. Physically. Mentally. Creatively. I long for sunny days. And warmth.
I hope everyone else is doing better than me. If you’ve kept up with this blog and my poetry book, you’ll know that Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) hits me big every year. This past month, more so than others.
I take comfort in my light therapy, friends, comedy, and the dogs.
I don’t have anything creative for you today. I’m sorry. But here’s a few dog pics, because dogs are awesome and cute. Bowl is life. ❤️😆 love them. (The chocolate is Koda; the golden, Teddy.)