Monday-est of Mondays

late for work today

twisted my ankle walking

miserable rain


Forgot to get a post ready last night, sick with bronchitis and a sinus infection, it’s rainy and dark, and turned my ankle walking into work. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญย  I’d like a redo for today, thank you!

AJM

Case of the Mondays

time to sleep
it’s time i keep
close to myself
when the day is done
reality creeps in
and brings with it
hopelessness


It’s so difficult to be ON all of the time. I think it’s okay to make space for the crappy emotional health days. I certainly had my share of them last week. It’s important to come back, though, if you can… and know if you have more sad says than most, you’re not alone. โค

AJM

Where Did the Summer Go

Where did the summer go
We’re heading back to school
I miss the warmth already
As the nights are getting cool

I want those long days in the sunshine
I want the afternoons at the beach
The warm nights that last forever
Lighting bugs flashing out of reach

I want iced tea in a frosted glass
BBQ chicken and mac and cheese
Fireworks so close you can touch them
I want a sunburn, even, please–

I want picnics with the family
I want to taste a summer rain
I want to hug the skies forever
I want to come back home again


Life happens. Did not get a chance to get this posted on Monday. I hope everyone has a great week!

AJM

Dream-Lies

Some of my classmates are getting old
I see the wrinkles beneath their eyes
Their hair is gray, their children are grown
Were the dreams we dreamed just lies

Some said
I want to go to Hollywood and party with the stars
I’ll own a house in malibu and several shiny cars
I’ll paint with fields of color and start an artist’s revolution
I’ll save the whales and sea turtles and remove plastics from the ocean

And still for others
These dreams are dreams left up high on an empty shelf
But the biggest dream I ever dreamed was the life I live myself

Not Perfect

the greatest part about learning to love yourself
is loving yourself on the days
where you don’t look your best

you feel fat
you’ve gained weight
to look at your naked body in the mirror
to see the lumps
the discoloration
the stretch marks
to feel sexy because
perfect, never meant to be
an empty canvas

and although my curves are rounded
and my bumps have lumps
and my stomach doesn’t stick out quite right
I am everything I was meant to be

Goodbye June

it’s the last performance
flashes of summer
glitter like starlight

we’ve come to see the show
the night air
jitters with excitement
that one twirls
that one sparkles

memories burst apart around me
like the end of a song

blink, blink, blink, blink
and then they’re gone


Gold star for anyone who can guess what this poem is about. ๐Ÿ˜‰ It’s one of my favorite things about summer. I really hate to say goodbye to June.

AJM