Case of the Mondays

time to sleep
it’s time i keep
close to myself
when the day is done
reality creeps in
and brings with it
hopelessness


It’s so difficult to be ON all of the time. I think it’s okay to make space for the crappy emotional health days. I certainly had my share of them last week. It’s important to come back, though, if you can… and know if you have more sad says than most, you’re not alone. ❤

AJM

Where Did the Summer Go

Where did the summer go
We’re heading back to school
I miss the warmth already
As the nights are getting cool

I want those long days in the sunshine
I want the afternoons at the beach
The warm nights that last forever
Lighting bugs flashing out of reach

I want iced tea in a frosted glass
BBQ chicken and mac and cheese
Fireworks so close you can touch them
I want a sunburn, even, please–

I want picnics with the family
I want to taste a summer rain
I want to hug the skies forever
I want to come back home again


Life happens. Did not get a chance to get this posted on Monday. I hope everyone has a great week!

AJM

Sometimes I do read my poems out loud

I was in a friend’s wedding this weekend and wrote and performed this poem for her and her husband. It turned out silly and sweet and I’m so pleased that everyone liked it. I wish someone had recorded it.

For Kala and Kris:

Live like every day is your last
Remember to make each other laugh
and when times get rough
know that together you are enough
Your teamwork will see you through
Like if Kris suddenly comes down with man-flu
Or if he tells you about a work event the day before
Or you’re struggling to get Kala on time and out the door
Or you’re too hot and she’s too cold
Or someone’s left dishes in the sink and they’re growing mold
But all jokes aside, two is better than one
I hope your days are filled with fun
I hope you hold hands when you watch TV
Love fiercely and unconditionally
But I”ll wrap up, and say only this,
“We love you, congratulations to Kala and Kris”

❤ ❤ It was such a beautiful day!

Not Perfect

the greatest part about learning to love yourself
is loving yourself on the days
where you don’t look your best

you feel fat
you’ve gained weight
to look at your naked body in the mirror
to see the lumps
the discoloration
the stretch marks
to feel sexy because
perfect, never meant to be
an empty canvas

and although my curves are rounded
and my bumps have lumps
and my stomach doesn’t stick out quite right
I am everything I was meant to be

Campfire

how can something
so dangerous
be so comfortable

it’s like using a hug
to strangle someone

a chef’s knife
slides through kidneys, too

and every silver rain storm
that brings life
can take it away

these are the opposites
to life’s balances
the Yin and the Yang

nature just isn’t beautiful
she is red hot and smoldering