Haiku, Haiku, Haiku

1.

time to write something

my brain is dead and tired

creative time gone

2.

sink into pillow

and don’t fight your tired eyes

dreams awake and start

3.

long day, many steps

good conversation and friends

it feels like a good future

The Road Home

in my mind, i fly
long grass on both sides
the black and white cows are silent
they are decor to this
one woman band
barreling her way
over this hill, this curve and the next
until everything within
vibrates
the silos, the grass covered hill,
those trees
that sunlight highlighting
the puffy white clouds
behind the blue
until everything feels too full

Star Night

tonight is a
plunge into a cool pool
that refreshes
the sky, it
sparkles like diamonds
i wish to
pluck one out of the sky
grasp it in my fist
and beg all my wishes
come true

If I knew

if i knew when i was younger
that I would spend so much time
looking back to the days when things were simpler
yearning for it
with an ache that feels like grief
a longing that gnaws
like unsaid words

i might have enjoyed my time more
might have gone to the mall more often
might have told more secrets
got into trouble

if i had known the world doesn’t get any friendlier
that the scariness never really goes away
that i’ll still often feel like that 16-year-old farm girl
dressed in boots, patting cows
looking out across the field at the end of the barn
longing for something exciting to happen

maybe i would have realized sooner
that the stars don’t just fall for anyone

What Happened to the  Week?

May is almost here, and the days are flying by like a bird caught in a storm. It’s not been smooth sailing here, unfortunately. Dealing with some mental health issues and with a chocolate lab who is recovering from TPLO surgery and who wants to run and play but can’t. Energy levels have been low.

The sun is out, though, and spring is definitely here! I snapped these on campus the other day. Soo pretty outside!! Annd I’ve included some pictures of poor Koda in his cone. Hopefully, the doctor will give us good news at his check-up next week. ๐Ÿ™

I hope everyone has a good weekend! I hope to post more next week!

Eclipse

a lifetime moment

when the moon comes and takes the

sun’s moment to shine

Picture credit to my fiance, Michael. He took this with his telescope.

I meant to post this in the morning today… but I do have an excuse. Drove up to Newport, VT yesterday to view the eclipse and got home 1am last night. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ˜ด

It was so worth it, though!

Now Posting Monday, Tuesday & Thursdays

Happy Tuesday! I am pivoting and trying something new. I am now going to post (lord willing) Monday and Tuesday mornings, and Thursday afternoon around 1pm.

On Mondays look for some Monday motivation in the form of a quote either about conquering the week, writing or mental health. Most likely…I’ll post a lot about mental health.

Additionally, I’d like to post on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Tuesday mornings look for a poem. (With the exception of today, which I’ll post about 1pm today.)

Thursday afternoons could be a poem, an update about the blog, my day, the writing process…what have you. We’ll call Thursdays miscellaneous day, hah.

I hope everyone has a great week! ๐Ÿ™‚