and before you know it dog elbow in your thigh snoring at your left brown and golden fur within arm’s reach you didn’t even have to say anything they just knew
mom’s resting snuggle in
although you have less room than you did something heavy, half on and half off you can’t really move but you feel it
one hundred and sixty pounds of dog pile trying to heal your broken pieces they don’t say a word you feel it in your bones in your soul in the dark, cold parts that even therapy can’t seem to reach
one snore one yawn doggy breath in the face the assignment stands:
snuggle in mom needs us
Not much to say…life has been life-ing a lot lately. It was a day of resting today. (I’m preparing this on a Sunday.) Naps. Quiet time, too much doom scrolling, probably. Watched a Pacific Rim movie. Need to do adult things. Don’t wanna. Sometimes vegging is just easier.
one night a star catches his eye it looks like one of those tiny flashing things that are loud and fly over the house and must be caught and destroyed he barks and shakes his brown head, ball hanging on for dear life you get that plane, Koda bear
the humans laugh it’s the dog star, babe he’s barking at the dog star
maybe he makes a wish:
oh, your great wolfyness (bark, growl) make it so every night is ball night with four meals a day instead of just two and make the bunnies easy to chase and the neighbors love on us everytime we see them and make it so every day is a snow day but also with mud and water to splash in and the bed is never off limits ever and the humans never have to leave us
and the humans think: don’t leave me let them run under your skies forever
Koda bear likes nothing more than stretching out across the kitchen floor and there he lies like time forgot a chocolate lab in the most inconvenient spot
I’ve been posting a lot of dog poems lately, and while I should finish up my lastest poetry project, I’ve been toying with the idea of writing a poetry book with dog poems and some short essays. Maybe featuring this chocolate chunk.
Anywho, dogs are adorable and if you’re someone who thinks they are messy and loud and smelly – well, they totally are, but you can’t beat the love from a dog. They love us when we don’t deserve it sometimes.Hope you have a fantastic week.
So…have you ever started a project, and then you lose steam just when you think you’re sailing smoothly along? Yeaah, so that happened. I am still working on this project, but it will not be published at the end of this year.
Unfortunately, work and health and life have gotten in the way, but to be honest, though, I do feel somewhat excited to have a project to focus on in the winter months…if we all happen to survive by then, of course.
To reiterate… This is a collection of new material from the last few years exploring the ‘what’s been left behind’ from my college years, who I am now, and the joys and struggles of being an adult. There are themes of feminism, mental health, self-doubt… and some silly poems about the weather, of course.
Look for it soon…publish date, TBD. I might also post less poetry content as I get my ideas together, but that’s a maybe. I feel like there is still a lot to say.
the wind sighs through the window a gust of promises smelling like a friend our chocolate lab lifts his graying muzzle to it soft ears blown back he breathes deep there’s no telling what secrets the wind whispers to him maybe it says, comeand play
our golden retriever crouches low the sunlight catches his fur like liquid gold