university

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on campus
so many young
and beautiful students
and here I am

still feeling like I did
when I was young
and beautiful
not knowing it then
or believing it now

realizing that I
look at myself
with a self-loathing
that’s so very sad

walking around
each heavy step
or hard breath
echoes

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

More often than not, been finding myself in a constant battle of self doubt. I definitely forgot to post this on Monday 🤦‍♀️ was a busy weekend! Happy Thursday, all!

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/ Ajmorse / Leave a comment

on campus
walking through a crowd of people
I still feel like that same nerdy girl
who didn’t know how to talk to ppl
who felt lost on the way to class
who couldn’t just be. normal.

except
I pay my own bills now
I’ve seen the Grand Canyon
and I’ve had sex

does it matter that I’m an adult
and was back then, too

but I still feel seventeen

who actually feels their age?
the president?

hah.